Archive for September, 2006

Cut Me Some Slack

Most people have no idea how tiring it is to be constantly asked to do something then have it chucked aside, be it allocating of time, actual physical work or mental work (e.g. academics).
Most people also don’t realise how tiring it is to have to keep pretending to be happy when all you really want [...]

How deep the Father’s Love for us
How vast beyond all measure
That He would give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure
How great the pain of searing loss
The Father turns His face away
As wounds with mar the Chosen One
Bring many sons to glory
Behold the Man upon the cross
My guilt upon His shoulders
Ashamed, I hear my [...]

Power.

Never underestimate the prayer and actions of the saints.
Even if it is your own.

Identity

Take a stroll through the labyrinths of my mind
And walk through the pathways i dwell
Read of inscription on walls of time
On papyrus, canvas and shell
Run through the fires of testing abound
Where thoughts pit with reality
And only when you emerge through corridors found
Then you will fully know me

I thought home was where one was supposed to be one could be oneself without scorn, where warmth was evident and support was found?
Four out of four weekends i’ve been dissed and blamed for events the minute i step through the door. I receive no support what i aspire to do, to be, and i’m [...]

And so with the dawn of the middle of the semester comes the mid-sem break.  Figures
Though the break isn’t really a break for me, with the workload that seems to be staring at me from the depths of the deep caverns of darkness (translate: my table).  Yet it is going to be such [...]

I had this thought about how much Jesus had to put up with when i was thinking about patience and tolerance on my part toward other people…and i imagine someone asking Jesus that same question:
How much longer will you put up with these people who reject your message and spit your name out in disgust?
Until [...]

At this point of time i’m in the middle of a lab report that’s due for submission tomorrow (it’s almost done though), but my mind has given up on analyzing modal patterns, vibrations and oscillatory motion of a cantilever beam so i thought a spot of blogging would do me good.
And so since [...]

Planes on the runway
People boarding
Gates are opening
More are closing
And here i stand
Peeking at the crowd
Like a timid mouse looking for the cheese
And waiting for the cat’s meow
Scanning the crowd
Looking for someone
I’ve been here long
But still i see none
And my hopes dim and fade
With each plane that leaves
Carrying passengers to the sky
Out of my life and [...]

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